Cynthia Grow
29 October 2011
14 September 2011
What I've Been Working On...
...now she is without voice, without breath,
and every vein in his record whispers,
been more pure nothingness,
this lack of being pure.
Josep Sebastia Pons
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Check back soon for some changes as well as my most recent series of paintings, titled Vespre (Evening in Catalan). See you soon!
13 July 2011
Nena Pell Clara Goes to Visit La Moreneta.
Loose translation - Little fair-skinned girl goes to visit the little Dark-skinned one.
Presence in Silence.
Presence in Silence.
Today I visited the Montserrat Monastery once again, just over the other side of the mountain, a special visit to La Moreneta. Who is La Moreneta? La Moreneta (Catalan for the little dark-skinned one) – The Virgin of Montserrat, is a statue of the Virgin Mary and infant Christ venerated at the Santa Maria de Montserrat monastery. She is one of several ¨Black Virgins¨ located throughout Europe.
Legend has it that the statue was discovered by shepherds attracted by a blaze they saw each evening for seven Saturdays in a row, which came from inside a cave near the Montserrat sierra. Once the statue was found, the Bishop of Barcelona decided to bring it to the city, but the Virgin wanted to remain in the mountain. No one was able to pull the figure from the ground, so in this place the sanctuary was built. Montserrat, home of La Moreneta, is one of the supposed candidates for the ‘Grail Castle’ - a hiding place, in the Middle Ages, for the Holy Grail.
I was raised very Catholic. Nowdays, it is rare that I find inspiration in all of this. However, today, for reasons which I cannot explain, something funny happens. As I write this, there is a severe thunderstorm rolling off the mountain. The lights and the electricity have gone out several times (forgive any typos or grammatical errors, please! I have lost my work several times over, and the spell-check defaults to Catalan, so I have been without this for months now). I am not feeling particularly articulate as of late, hence the random posting. I am tired, and continually need to fumble through the dark to switch the electrical breakers on. I am sitting in the reception area using the common computer at Can Serrat. I spent several hours alone in the house earlier while the gang went to Barcelona, planning my next series of paintings, a continuation of the Fantasma, or Ghost theme from my residency last fall. Apropro. The doors are closed firmly shut and there are no windows where I am. Yet, a cool breeze keeps distinctly brushing and blowing past my shoulder. And, the beads that hang in the kitchen doorway, to keep the insects out during the hot summer, just behind me, at first slowly, then, continually, rhythmically, begin to sway and rustle, off and on, as if someone is passing through.
Creepy. But tonight, only for a moment. Somehow, I smile, am not bothered. I feel the presence of La Moreneta. There. And here. She is with me. Just when I need her. All is right with the universe and I once again feel centered.
I was raised very Catholic. Nowdays, it is rare that I find inspiration in all of this. However, today, for reasons which I cannot explain, something funny happens. As I write this, there is a severe thunderstorm rolling off the mountain. The lights and the electricity have gone out several times (forgive any typos or grammatical errors, please! I have lost my work several times over, and the spell-check defaults to Catalan, so I have been without this for months now). I am not feeling particularly articulate as of late, hence the random posting. I am tired, and continually need to fumble through the dark to switch the electrical breakers on. I am sitting in the reception area using the common computer at Can Serrat. I spent several hours alone in the house earlier while the gang went to Barcelona, planning my next series of paintings, a continuation of the Fantasma, or Ghost theme from my residency last fall. Apropro. The doors are closed firmly shut and there are no windows where I am. Yet, a cool breeze keeps distinctly brushing and blowing past my shoulder. And, the beads that hang in the kitchen doorway, to keep the insects out during the hot summer, just behind me, at first slowly, then, continually, rhythmically, begin to sway and rustle, off and on, as if someone is passing through.
Creepy. But tonight, only for a moment. Somehow, I smile, am not bothered. I feel the presence of La Moreneta. There. And here. She is with me. Just when I need her. All is right with the universe and I once again feel centered.
The Black Virgin
W.S. Merwin
You are not part of knowing are you
at the top of the stairs in the white cliff
in the deep valley smelling of summer
you are not part of vanity although
it may have climbed up on its knees to you
and paid to be a name cut on the way
you do not need the candles before you
you would not see them I suppose if you
were to open your eyelids you are not
seen in what is visible it appears
and the crown is not part of you whatever
it is made of nor the robe of days
with its colors glittering you are not
part of pride or owning or understanding
and the questions that have been carried to you
life after life there unseen at your feet
oh presence in silence while the dark swifts
flash past with one cry out in the sunlight
La Moreneta
W.S. Merwin
No és part de saber que estan
a la part superior de l'escala al penya-segat blanc
en la profunda vall amb olor a estiu
que no formen part de la vanitat, encara que
pot haver pujat als seus genolls perquè
i pagades a ser un nom de tall en el camí
vostè no necessita les veles abans que
que no tornaria a veure Suposo que si
van anar a obrir les seves parpelles no es
vist en el que es veu sembla
i la corona no és part del que
i la corona no és part del que
està fet de ni la túnica dels dies
amb els seus colors brillants que no són
part de l'orgull o la propietat o la comprensió
i les preguntes que s'han portat al fet que
la vida després de la vida hi ha ocult als teus peus
oh presència en silenci mentre els falciots fosc
passat flash amb un crit a la llum del sol
30 June 2011
Seven Idiots Gathered One Night in an Almond Grove....
the rose moon dimmed
our shadow on it
our passing earth
haiku by Writer in Residence, Cherry Smyth
Several weeks hiatus. Working too much, then a bit of holiday.... June 15th Lunar Eclipse. No one was aware of this rare event until, after dinner, with too much enthusiasm, I announced it. Dragging the gang in the darkness, up the hill, to the almond grove at 10 p.m., we stood there, watching, waiting, waiting, waiting. Staring, like idiots, at the blank sky. Nothing. Perhaps the mountain was obscuring our view? Followed by a number of comments - Ummmmm, Cynthia, is this some kind of practical joke? Are you sure it´s tonight? Just wait. I told them. They were quickly becoming doubtful. I´m no astronomer, but I have an excellent sense of direction and knew precisely where it should be located in the sky. Perhaps it´s the other direction? Everyone, as you see here, pointing to various points in the sky. Me insisting over and over, No I swear it´s tonight. It should be right there! The jokes quickly coming, drinking a bottle of wine, we started laughing hysterically, this now completely comical. And two new residents Dan & Jill, who arrived just that afternoon, starting to doubt my skills as Can Serrat Artist Coordinator. Fitting in immediately, cracking jokes at my expense, and laughing with us all. And, finally, suddenly, Marcel was the first to see it. Very dim at first due to the atmospheric haze but located exactly where I told them it would be. Relief. Success! It became brighter and clearer, a full red moon, slowly being completely covered by the earth´s shadow, hidden from view, and gradually reappearing. Over one hour of awe and silence, heads tilted upward, just standing together, marvelling at the beauty of it all. A magical moment in the shadow of a magic mountain.
14 June 2011
Haunted Dolls at Can Serrat
Haunted Dolls Concert at Can Serrat
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| Haunted Dolls |
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| The other Marcel Sala and I |
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| Three graces, at it again |
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| Abdel, mojito mix master |
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| Cris and Carme |
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| Jaume, Cris, and Carme |
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| Montserrat Bigas & Marcel Sala (Marcel´s parents) with Karine |
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| mix master Marcel |
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| 517 friends and counting. You´ve got to be kidding me. In the middle of a concert. At my desk. He was duly reprimanded. |
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| how sweet... |
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| Jaume & I. Shirt compliments of Versace. Price upon request. |
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| the Norwegians return from Barcelona, marching in at the end and joining the band onstage... |
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| Norwegians on stage with the band |
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| Karine. Bartending. |
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| Abdel. Posing as usual. |
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| Abdel and Cris |
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| Abdel & I. It´s always good to be friends with the bartender. |
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| Karine, showing me the money. |
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| And this one? I don´t know where he was off to.... |
In the middle of hosting a group of 45 or so graphic designers from Norway, we decided it would be a good idea to arrange a concert here at Can Serrat. No problem! The entire team pulled it off without a hitch and a good time had by all! The weather had been ominous and exceptionally cold and rainy all week, dampening our spirits. But, the clouds lifted by sundown and a good time was had by all! Go team Can Serrat! The sun is shining once again, the Norwegians have departed, and I am looking forward to things returning to base-line normal once again. Back to an artist and writer residency with a handful of residents. Finally settled in, the hardest work - large groups these past six weeks or so - have all come and gone. Summer is about here, at long last. Hoping to finally carve out some time to create new paintings and resume my writing. Feeling quite inspired. It´s about time! Thanks for following!
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